Your first name of Tutusha has made you a sociable person who appreciates the beauties of nature and the refinements of life, and is moved by music and the arts. Lacking confidence, you tend to depreciate your own value and ability, yet you could excel in creative writing or design as an outlet for your imaginative, poetic qualities. You may appear reserved and aloof, but you seek love and tenderness. You may find some expression but it would usually be light conversation, rarely daring to reveal your deeper thoughts or take others into your confidence for fear of criticism or ridicule. Gently falling rain, the wind in the willows, the sounds of birds, dappled sunlight through the trees in a forest, many expressions of nature reach your imagination and help to build a sense of harmony within. People may consider you haughty and aloof because of your sensitivity and reserved ways. Sometimes because it is difficult for you to cope with the reality of life, especially when you are unhappy, you will often read to avoid issues rather than facing objectionable situations. At times, there is a decidedly independent and determined side to your nature in coping with people; however, you dislike to witness hurt feelings and will avoid issues. Thus, you live much within your own thoughts, often finding your escape in reading, which you love to do. You have a very kind and gentle nature, and although you may be in a position in contact with the public, you will still be a lonely and reserved person.