Your first name of Tzeai gives you an independent, serious, reticent, and studious nature. At such times you can withdraw into a mood, and may not even speak to others. The people who mean the most to you are those who can offer you intellectual companionship. You have sensitivity and appreciation for the finer and deeper things of life, the beauties of nature, music, art, and literature. You can express your thoughts best in writing, and you express your appreciation of others through little acts of service rather than verbally. In fact, others find it challenging to understand you as you do not reveal your innermost thoughts unless you are completely comfortable in your friendships. You express your thoughts and feelings best through writing rather than verbally. Your difficulty in putting your deeper thoughts and feelings into words can lead to problems in more intimate associations. For that reason, despite having good business abilities, you like to work alone or where you are making your own decisions. It has created separateness from others and loneliness in your life.