Your first name of Ulsarus has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. You are happiest when you are expressing in some artistic way, free from monotony and detail. Your close friends are few. You find it difficult to say “no” and mean it. People tend to be guarded in handling your over-sensitive qualities. The mysteries of life, the phenomena of nature, and religious and occult concepts appeal to your desire to understand the deeper aspects of life. If you are not careful, people take advantage of your generous nature. You seldom like your time to be organized rigidly by others, but like to do things in your own way, at your own time. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring.