Your first name of Urdu-F gives you an independent, serious, reticent, and studious nature. An intellectual, you have a deep appreciation for art, music, literature, and all the phenomena of nature. At such times you can withdraw into a mood, and may not even speak to others. You express your thoughts and feelings best through writing rather than verbally. The experience of having your remarks taken lightly or belittled, particularly during the early years of your life, has caused you to keep your thoughts and feelings to yourself. Aside from these points, this name contains many fine qualities. Your difficulty in putting your deeper thoughts and feelings into words can lead to problems in more intimate associations. This name has caused you to live much within yourself. For that reason, despite having good business abilities, you like to work alone or where you are making your own decisions. It has created separateness from others and loneliness in your life.