Your first name of Usuma has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. When you are with acquaintances and strangers, you tend to be reserved and reticent, shy and secretive but, on the other hand, with close friends you can sometimes be the life of the party, expressive, humorous, dramatic, and fun-loving. The mysteries of life, the phenomena of nature, and religious and occult concepts appeal to your desire to understand the deeper aspects of life. However, self-consciousness, at times, prevents you from feeling at ease in positions of impromptu self-expression. When you feel you are understood, you then must guard against jealousy and possessiveness. When you feel misunderstood, you become very reserved and quiet, and do not want to be with people. A very individual, independent person, you live within your own thoughts. You are happiest when you are expressing in some artistic way, free from monotony and detail. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring. The heart and lungs could also be affected at stressful times.