Your first name of Uswatun has made you a sociable person who appreciates the beauties of nature and the refinements of life, and is moved by music and the arts. At times, there is a decidedly independent and determined side to your nature in coping with people; however, you dislike to witness hurt feelings and will avoid issues. You may find some expression but it would usually be light conversation, rarely daring to reveal your deeper thoughts or take others into your confidence for fear of criticism or ridicule. You could be drawn to the mysteries of life, religious or philosophical concepts, to the arts, music, or the theatre. Your deep affection for and devotion to others expresses naturally in an atmosphere of understanding. You suffer greatly with lack of confidence and self-consciousness. You can so thoroughly be absorbed in a novel that you do not hear what is going on around you. Lacking confidence, you tend to depreciate your own value and ability, yet you could excel in creative writing or design as an outlet for your imaginative, poetic qualities. Thus, you live much within your own thoughts, often finding your escape in reading, which you love to do. You have a very kind and gentle nature, and although you may be in a position in contact with the public, you will still be a lonely and reserved person.