The name of Utama creates a very versatile and creative nature. You tend to veer from intense optimism to intense pessimism. You find it difficult to systematize your efforts and to fulfil your obligations and plans as you are not inclined to apply yourself consistently to a job to reach your goals. Because your feelings and desires are so changeable, you are never satisfied with conditions as they are. Although you appear positive, you inwardly lack self-confidence and will-power. You could excel in working with people, as your perceptive, intuitive qualities and friendly manner allow you to handle conflict and create harmony. Although you are independent and love a sense of freedom, you hate to stand alone. You cannot tolerate ridicule nor appreciate a joke on yourself. Instead, you live in your desires, longing for conditions and people to be as you would like them to be. Tension could also cause you to suffer in the reproductive organs.
