Your first name of Widyawati contributes sensitive, creative, and idealistic qualities to your nature that could be expressed in a variety of literary or artistic fields. When things do not go well and your feelings are hurt, you are likely to turn your thoughts within and become uncommunicative. Although mentally quick and intuitive in recognizing the thoughts and feelings of others, you experience a lack of fluency in verbal expression in responding. You would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. You realize there must be much more to life than what is just on the surface and it is the wondering that fascinates you. You must guard against intense moods of depression and the tendency, at times, to be secretive. You find the mysteries of life and mind to be intriguing, and you enjoy reading especially about mystery and romance or possibly the occult. As a result, you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and sorry for yourself. You are not enjoying the fullness life has to offer, as you lack self-confidence, ambition, assertiveness, and energetic vitality that would open your mind to the happiness and fulfilment you were meant to have. As a result, you experience moods of depression and self-pity and often avoid facing issues.
