Your first name of Xi-Ying creates a very sensitive, inspirational, and idealistic nature. You are interested in religions or other philosophical theories owing to a desire to understand the deeper meanings and reasons for life. You are inclined to specialize in those activities that mean the most to you. When you feel understood, you love deeply and intensely, but suffer just as acutely when misunderstandings occur. Laughter and light pleasantries are not a natural expression for you, as you tend to be reticent and self-conscious, and suffer, at times, with depression and self-pity. You love your freedom and find peace of mind away from the bustle of human activity, especially if you are alone and free to observe the beauties of life. Privacy is important to you. You are not overly practical and tend to be influenced through your emotions. This name restricts proper verbal expression; as a result, you are often lonely, craving understanding of others. Yours is a very deep, reflective nature, but others would never know it as you keep your deeper feelings within.
