Your first name of Xillaira creates an intense desire for association with people and new experiences, many of which have been rather bitter. Talking comes easily to you, but you must guard against your inclination to talk too much, especially if you are overstressed. Your name creates two conflicting natures. However, this name does not allow you to complete your undertakings, as farther fields always look greener. There is much confusion under this name, and your moods will fluctuate from one extreme to the other. You could, at times, be too easily influenced against your better judgment, and be led along paths or into activities that put you at risk. A poor memory could eventually be a problem. Your difficulty in accumulating wealth or stabilizing your finances often causes your personal affairs to be in a turmoil. These upsets drain your vitality and make you tire more readily. This name spoils patience and depth of thought, and weakens your stand in matters of principle.