Your first name of Xingyi creates a very sensitive, inspirational, and idealistic nature. Laughter and light pleasantries are not a natural expression for you, as you tend to be reticent and self-conscious, and suffer, at times, with depression and self-pity. You are possessive and struggle with jealousy because of lack of confidence and feelings of inferiority. You are inclined to specialize in those activities that mean the most to you. Your sensitive nature causes you to lack self-confidence, and to withdraw from arguments or turmoil, as any discord reflects quickly through your nervous system. You long for affection and understanding, but your quiet, reserved nature sometimes rebuffs the attention you so much desire. You have learned to hide your innermost thoughts and feelings. Your super-sensitive, psychic qualities make it difficult for you to control your thoughts and feelings. This name restricts proper verbal expression; as a result, you are often lonely, craving understanding of others. The health weaknesses with this name centre in the respiratory organs, the heart, and tension in the stomach area causing shortness of breath and nervous tension, particularly when you are emotionally disturbed or self-conscious.
