Your first name of Xinhui has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. This disparity creates frustration within you as you cannot consistently maintain the system and order you desire. You can be easily hurt by harsh words and depreciatory remarks, but you hide your feelings and appear indifferent as though they do not affect you. You enjoy surprises to a degree, yet it is difficult for you to adjust quickly. You desire to be spontaneous and artistic but there are qualities in your first name that restrict your imaginative, creative talents and make you deliberate and careful. If you receive an apology, you can be very forgiving, for you do not tend to hold grudges. You enjoy sharing, giving, and creating, and you find your reward in seeing happiness in others. You love children and could enjoy teaching. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities.