Your first name of Xinni creates a very sensitive, inspirational, and idealistic nature. It is far easier for you to express yourself through verse and composition than orally. There are times when you read that you do not hear what is going on around you. You capably deflect questions and the other person does not even realize how cleverly you have changed the subject. You are sensitive to what others think about you and do not like to be questioned too closely about your personal life. Laughter and light pleasantries are not a natural expression for you, as you tend to be reticent and self-conscious, and suffer, at times, with depression and self-pity. You are inclined to specialize in those activities that mean the most to you. As a result of your love of the out-of-doors, you would experience the most peace and harmony out in the quiet of nature. Yours is a very deep, reflective nature, but others would never know it as you keep your deeper feelings within. This name restricts proper verbal expression; as a result, you are often lonely, craving understanding of others.