Your first name of Xiuluan has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. You seldom like your time to be organized rigidly by others, but like to do things in your own way, at your own time. People tend to be guarded in handling your over-sensitive qualities. Your friends seldom know what to expect from you because of this dual character—friendly and charming one moment or lost in introspection the next. You long for love and affection and for your sensitive feelings to be understood. When you feel misunderstood, you become very reserved and quiet, and do not want to be with people. When you feel you are understood, you then must guard against jealousy and possessiveness. Occasionally, when you are unhappy or disappointed by something, you can be moody and temperamental, and feel misunderstood and unappreciated. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring. Over-indulgence could cause a weak back, skin conditions or arthritis later in life.
