Your first name of Xiying creates a very sensitive, inspirational, and idealistic nature. At times, you appear very serious and thoughtful to others, somewhat aloof and reserved. There are times when you read that you do not hear what is going on around you. Laughter and light pleasantries are not a natural expression for you, as you tend to be reticent and self-conscious, and suffer, at times, with depression and self-pity. You have an high regard for refinement and romance and draw strength from meaningful relationships. When you feel understood, you love deeply and intensely, but suffer just as acutely when misunderstandings occur. You are not overly practical and tend to be influenced through your emotions. Your sensitive nature causes you to lack self-confidence, and to withdraw from arguments or turmoil, as any discord reflects quickly through your nervous system. Someone may call your name and you will be so immersed that you tune everything out and you become a part of the story you are reading. This name restricts proper verbal expression; as a result, you are often lonely, craving understanding of others.
