Your first name of Xudi has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. You enjoy sharing, giving, and creating, and you find your reward in seeing happiness in others. If told that you must do something, you tend to resist, but when your sense of co-operation is appealed to, then your desire to please brings out your best. While you can be exacting and thorough in whatever you decide to undertake, and desire to keep a well-ordered life with everything in its place, it is not easy for you to maintain the system and order you would like. Love and affection are motivating qualities within you, but it is not easy for you to find the words to express your deeper feelings of affection. You desire to be spontaneous and artistic but there are qualities in your first name that restrict your imaginative, creative talents and make you deliberate and careful. You take pleasure from practical creativity such as cooking, sewing, or craft work. Occasionally, you can be argumentative, obstinate, and somewhat intolerant of the weaknesses of others, even though it is not your intention to be deliberately hurtful. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities. An appetite for these types of foods over time can cause health weaknesses to centre in the intestinal tract or liver and cause an overheated bloodstream which throws off poisons through skin conditions such as acne or eczema.
