Your first name of Xumi has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. Although you desire to be spontaneous and natural, you are often drawn into technical and methodical lines of endeavour and the incidentals of life. You are positive in your opinions, and slow and deliberate in your expression. However, despite the hurt, you do not tend to brood for long, as you want to be happy and optimistic. Love and affection are motivating qualities within you, but it is not easy for you to find the words to express your deeper feelings of affection. While you can be exacting and thorough in whatever you decide to undertake, and desire to keep a well-ordered life with everything in its place, it is not easy for you to maintain the system and order you would like. You are an emotional person. You love children and could enjoy teaching. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration.
