The name of Yan-Hua creates an overly-sensitive nature which causes you to sense and feel far more than you can understand or put into words. You love the sense of freedom. It is much easier for you to share your deeper thoughts and feelings through writing rather than orally. You struggle to be understood in order to receive the encouragement and the support of close friends who mean a great deal to you, as well as gestures of appreciation and thoughtfulness. However, you prefer to avoid routine, monotony, and menial tasks. Writing is a more natural mode of expression for your deeper thoughts and feelings than the spoken word. Delighting in mystery, you are drawn toward occult sciences. Yet, despite your strong-willed qualities, you are very sensitive and high-strung. Others often find it difficult to understand you. Sometimes you must fight to control your mental state and nervous system against morbid, turbulent thoughts resulting from your psychic sensitivities.