However, self-consciousness, at times, prevents you from feeling at ease in positions of impromptu self-expression. You seldom like your time to be organized rigidly by others, but like to do things in your own way, at your own time. Others impose upon your generosity at times, and you do not always reap the rewards for all that you do. You enjoy reading and can become so absorbed that you are unaware of what is happening around you. You find it difficult to say “no” and mean it. Your first name of Yashareg makes you a quick thinker, both philosophical and creative. You enjoy sweets and starchy foods. The mysteries of life, the phenomena of nature, and religious and occult concepts appeal to your desire to understand the deeper aspects of life. The heart and lungs could also be affected at stressful times. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring.