Your first name of Yellowelk has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. You are loyal to your friends and go out of your way to help others. You are deep, philosophical, and refined, but your extremely sensitive nature causes you to become depressed and self-pitying over any real or imagined slight. You long for love and affection and for your sensitive feelings to be understood. By taking a walk in nature, you can often settle turmoil within yourself. In a large group of comparative strangers, you are quiet and rather shy, unable to express yourself, not really wanting to become involved in conversation. When you are with acquaintances and strangers, you tend to be reserved and reticent, shy and secretive but, on the other hand, with close friends you can sometimes be the life of the party, expressive, humorous, dramatic, and fun-loving. These contrasting natures make it difficult for people to understand you and can lead to friction in your personal life. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding.