Your first name of Yochani has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. The mysteries of life, the phenomena of nature, and religious and occult concepts appeal to your desire to understand the deeper aspects of life. You seldom like your time to be organized rigidly by others, but like to do things in your own way, at your own time. Others impose upon your generosity at times, and you do not always reap the rewards for all that you do. However, self-consciousness, at times, prevents you from feeling at ease in positions of impromptu self-expression. When you feel you are understood, you then must guard against jealousy and possessiveness. Your friends seldom know what to expect from you because of this dual character—friendly and charming one moment or lost in introspection the next. You find it difficult to say “no” and mean it. The heart and lungs could also be affected at stressful times. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring.