Your first name of Zaarika has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. While you can be exacting and thorough in whatever you decide to undertake, and desire to keep a well-ordered life with everything in its place, it is not easy for you to maintain the system and order you would like. You are friendly by nature, but you cannot enjoy complete ease in association because of a difficulty in expressing yourself. However, despite the hurt, you do not tend to brood for long, as you want to be happy and optimistic. It is easier for you to concentrate on, and enjoy, your activities when they are combined with creativity and self-expression. You take pleasure from practical creativity such as cooking, sewing, or craft work. If you receive an apology, you can be very forgiving, for you do not tend to hold grudges. Although you would like to be natural in conveying emotional sentiments, you tend to be matter-of-fact and practical in expressions of appreciation for others. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities. You enjoy sugars and starchy, rich foods.