Your first name of Zaidatul has created contrasting qualities in your nature. You can be very analytical, exacting, and patient as long as there is a challenge holding your interest, such as in the field of computers with its technical challenge. In fact, you feel awkward and self-conscious when put in delicate situations, as you feel your inability to be as diplomatic as you should be. Efficiency is critical to you, however, there are times when your over-exacting and meticulous ways create misunderstandings. Lack of attention to details by others can be very frustrating. Although you tend to champion causes and want to help others who are in less-fortunate circumstances, you are not overly sympathetic nor forgiving. You desire change and varied experiences and you are capable in many areas, but you do not excel because of your scattering, impulsive desires. With supportive influence from other names you may use, you could be creative or artistic in a practical way, but basically this name is a plodding influence, though you have a desire for greater expression. This skepticism has not protected you from many disappointments when people you have trusted have let you down. This name makes you inquisitive and scientific in your approach to life, requiring everything to be proved to satisfy your skepticism.