Your first name of Zairamaria has created a practical, patient, scientific nature able to concentrate on the finer details of a project or undertaking. Lack of proper verbal and emotional expression creates intensity and unhappiness within you, which in turn disturbs your nervous system and depletes your vitality. You have acuity for sounds both mechanical and natural. As you keep your thoughts and feelings to yourself, this reserved quality has created misunderstandings with others because they feel left out. It is difficult for you to find lasting happiness in association because you are exacting, fixed in your ideas, and inclined to be secretive. You would find enjoyment and peace in an outdoor environment studying the flora and fauna of nature from a scientific point of view. You desire to be understood, but your self-consciousness makes it challenging for you to be relaxed and friendly. Idle chitchat does not interest you. You seldom experience the peace of mind that comes with composed thinking and emotional control. You could express your thoughts more easily in writing than in speaking.