Your first name of Zarefa has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. A very individual, independent person, you live within your own thoughts. In a large group of comparative strangers, you are quiet and rather shy, unable to express yourself, not really wanting to become involved in conversation. The mysteries of life, the phenomena of nature, and religious and occult concepts appeal to your desire to understand the deeper aspects of life. You enjoy reading and can become so absorbed that you are unaware of what is happening around you. You are deep, philosophical, and refined, but your extremely sensitive nature causes you to become depressed and self-pitying over any real or imagined slight. You tend to scatter your efforts, often not finishing what you start, particularly when the task becomes mundane. When you are with acquaintances and strangers, you tend to be reserved and reticent, shy and secretive but, on the other hand, with close friends you can sometimes be the life of the party, expressive, humorous, dramatic, and fun-loving. Over-indulgence could cause a weak back, skin conditions or arthritis later in life. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring.
