The name of Zariana has given you an appreciation for many beautiful and refined aspects of life--music and art, literature, drama--and the outdoors, where you find much peace and relaxation, but it creates a far too sensitive nature. You can be acutely hurt by unkind comments and it is at such times that you withdraw into your own world of thought. As you are intuitive to the thoughts and feelings of others, you seldom experience the tranquility that comes with composed thinking and emotional control. You have a philosophical interest in knowing the “why’s” and “wherefore’s” of life, but you tend to drift into daydreams and to find it challenging to concentrate and apply system and order in your activities. You seldom express your deeper thoughts for fear of being ridiculed or your meaning misconstrued. You rarely experience the tranquility that comes with stability of thinking or emotional control. You wonder about their origin. There are times when you are outgoing and cosmopolitan, and other times when you become reflective and aloof, drawing away from association with others. You have suffered many disappointments and misunderstandings because of your inability to express your inner thoughts. You crave understanding and affection but your intensity of desire and your self-consciousness prevent you from finding the happiness you desire.