Your first name of Zariella has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. However, self-consciousness, at times, prevents you from feeling at ease in positions of impromptu self-expression. You appreciate music, art, and drama and if given training, could excel in those fields. Occasionally, when you are unhappy or disappointed by something, you can be moody and temperamental, and feel misunderstood and unappreciated. Others impose upon your generosity at times, and you do not always reap the rewards for all that you do. You find it difficult to say “no” and mean it. When you feel you are understood, you then must guard against jealousy and possessiveness. These contrasting natures make it difficult for people to understand you and can lead to friction in your personal life. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring.