Your first name of Zarquala gives you an independent, serious, reticent, and studious nature. The people who mean the most to you are those who can offer you intellectual companionship. This name has caused you to live much within yourself. At such times you can withdraw into a mood, and may not even speak to others. You do not express yourself spontaneously when conversing with others; hence other people may often regard you as being aloof, and even unfriendly. An intellectual, you have a deep appreciation for art, music, literature, and all the phenomena of nature. It is only when you are among people who understand your deeper nature that you can really be yourself. Your difficulty in putting your deeper thoughts and feelings into words can lead to problems in more intimate associations. Worry and mental depression could be problems in your life. It has created separateness from others and loneliness in your life.