The name of Zarrish creates a dual nature in that you can be very generous and understanding, but you can also be so candid in your expression that you create misunderstanding. Your name of $ has given you an appreciation for people and desire to be of service in some way, perhaps in a charitable institution or in an education centre. You dislike monotony. Thus, you have too often created the wrong impression, and friendships have suffered. Being somewhat excitable and high-strung, you realize that if provoked, you have a strong temper. You struggle with the requirement to soften your expression with tact and diplomacy and to consider the feelings of others. You could develop a dependence on medication, for example, to relieve the tension. There are times you have regretted the rage and fury you felt, yet it is difficult for you to control your feelings. You have very intense feelings and find it difficult to maintain stability and happiness. If you allowed it, temper and self-pity could be problems.