Your first name of Zellander contributes sensitive, creative, and idealistic qualities to your nature that could be expressed in a variety of literary or artistic fields. A tendency to put on weight could also be a concern. Being idealistic has a creative side, but being too idealistic has a tendency to shut out harsh reality. As you do not like to create issues, you do your best to avoid conflict with others. While your name brings you some very fine qualities, these are overshadowed by the effect it has on your physical body. As a result, you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and sorry for yourself. You are not robust because your inner nervous tension saps your vitality. Without this support, you find it difficult to make important decisions. A lack of confidence leads to procrastination, a need for support and encouragement from others, and a vulnerability to be taken advantage of in many situations. As a result, you experience moods of depression and self-pity and often avoid facing issues.