Your name of Zellvasha has given you depth of mind and a studious, philosophical nature. You love books, especially mysteries and romance. You seldom allow others to get too close until you are sure you will receive understanding. There are times when you experience inner turbulence at your inability to say what you mean. Because your feelings run deep, you must guard against the ups and downs, being very inspired one minute, then moody, reserved, and depressed the next. You are constantly on guard for fear of being criticized or ridiculed. You do not find it easy to articulate your deeper thoughts and feelings; it is much easier for you to pen your thoughts. You then feel misunderstood and lonely and your thoughts can become turbulent and despondent, occasionally morbid. You crave affection but seldom find anyone who understands your nature. You are inspired by encouragement from others, yet suspicious of their intent.