Your first name of Zenalya has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. The mysteries of life, the phenomena of nature, and religious and occult concepts appeal to your desire to understand the deeper aspects of life. You are loyal to your friends and go out of your way to help others. You seldom like your time to be organized rigidly by others, but like to do things in your own way, at your own time. In a large group of comparative strangers, you are quiet and rather shy, unable to express yourself, not really wanting to become involved in conversation. By taking a walk in nature, you can often settle turmoil within yourself. When you feel misunderstood, you become very reserved and quiet, and do not want to be with people. Others impose upon your generosity at times, and you do not always reap the rewards for all that you do. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding.