Your first name of Zhaizhai contributes sensitive, creative, and idealistic qualities to your nature that could be expressed in a variety of literary or artistic fields. There are many things you would like to do. You would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. When things do not go well and your feelings are hurt, you are likely to turn your thoughts within and become uncommunicative. While your name brings you some very fine qualities, these are overshadowed by the effect it has on your physical body. You are not inclined to be analytical enough to protect your thoughts from the influence of others. You have an appreciation for music and the arts and, with training, you could be artistically creative. Being idealistic has a creative side, but being too idealistic has a tendency to shut out harsh reality. A lack of confidence leads to procrastination, a need for support and encouragement from others, and a vulnerability to be taken advantage of in many situations. You are not enjoying the fullness life has to offer, as you lack self-confidence, ambition, assertiveness, and energetic vitality that would open your mind to the happiness and fulfilment you were meant to have.