Your first name of Zhanat contributes sensitive, creative, and idealistic qualities to your nature that could be expressed in a variety of literary or artistic fields. You find the mysteries of life and mind to be intriguing, and you enjoy reading especially about mystery and romance or possibly the occult. There are many things you would like to do. Your fondness for rich food lacking in nourishment, compounds your problems. You realize there must be much more to life than what is just on the surface and it is the wondering that fascinates you. Therefore you find it difficult to express your thoughts as freely as you wish and, thus, others do not find it easy to get to know you well. Because you are far too receptive and sensitive, you feel other people's thoughts more than you should. Without this support, you find it difficult to make important decisions. As a result, you experience moods of depression and self-pity and often avoid facing issues. A lack of confidence leads to procrastination, a need for support and encouragement from others, and a vulnerability to be taken advantage of in many situations.