Your first name of Zhoya has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. If you are not careful, people take advantage of your generous nature. In a large group of comparative strangers, you are quiet and rather shy, unable to express yourself, not really wanting to become involved in conversation. However, self-consciousness, at times, prevents you from feeling at ease in positions of impromptu self-expression. You are happiest when you are expressing in some artistic way, free from monotony and detail. You tend to scatter your efforts, often not finishing what you start, particularly when the task becomes mundane. People tend to be guarded in handling your over-sensitive qualities. When you feel misunderstood, you become very reserved and quiet, and do not want to be with people. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding.
