Your first name of Zilin creates a very sensitive, inspirational, and idealistic nature. Being sensitive and temperamental, you tend to swing from intense optimism to the depths of despair. You have an high regard for refinement and romance and draw strength from meaningful relationships. Your dramatic qualities are often used to hide your true feelings. Often you feel misunderstood by others. In many situations with people, you may appear very outgoing and charming, but within, you may feel extremely nervous and self-conscious. There are times when you read that you do not hear what is going on around you. You long for affection and understanding, but your quiet, reserved nature sometimes rebuffs the attention you so much desire. Someone may call your name and you will be so immersed that you tune everything out and you become a part of the story you are reading. Yours is a very deep, reflective nature, but others would never know it as you keep your deeper feelings within.