Your first name of Zixiao has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. You enjoy the out-of-doors, the beauties of nature, and experience peace and relaxation in outdoor activities. You are loyal to your friends and go out of your way to help others. The mysteries of life, the phenomena of nature, and religious and occult concepts appeal to your desire to understand the deeper aspects of life. You enjoy reading and can become so absorbed that you are unaware of what is happening around you. You enjoy sweets and starchy foods. These contrasting natures make it difficult for people to understand you and can lead to friction in your personal life. Occasionally, when you are unhappy or disappointed by something, you can be moody and temperamental, and feel misunderstood and unappreciated. Over-indulgence could cause a weak back, skin conditions or arthritis later in life. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding.