Your first name of Zurunduq creates a very sensitive, inspirational, and idealistic nature. Thus, you could suffer with morbid and confusing thoughts leading to depression and anxiety You love to read. Often you feel misunderstood by others. In many situations with people, you may appear very outgoing and charming, but within, you may feel extremely nervous and self-conscious. Privacy is important to you. Your super-sensitive, psychic qualities make it difficult for you to control your thoughts and feelings. There are times when you read that you do not hear what is going on around you. You are possessive and struggle with jealousy because of lack of confidence and feelings of inferiority. Someone may call your name and you will be so immersed that you tune everything out and you become a part of the story you are reading. Yours is a very deep, reflective nature, but others would never know it as you keep your deeper feelings within.