Your first name of Abelia has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. You appreciate music, art, and drama and if given training, could excel in those fields. However, self-consciousness, at times, prevents you from feeling at ease in positions of impromptu self-expression. You tend to scatter your efforts, often not finishing what you start, particularly when the task becomes mundane. Your close friends are few. If you are not careful, people take advantage of your generous nature. In a large group of comparative strangers, you are quiet and rather shy, unable to express yourself, not really wanting to become involved in conversation. When you feel misunderstood, you become very reserved and quiet, and do not want to be with people. The heart and lungs could also be affected at stressful times. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding.
