Your first name of Aivars contributes sensitive, creative, and idealistic qualities to your nature that could be expressed in a variety of literary or artistic fields. You desire harmony and refinement in your environment and in all your personal associations. You are not robust because your inner nervous tension saps your vitality. There are many things you would like to do. Being idealistic has a creative side, but being too idealistic has a tendency to shut out harsh reality. Without this support, you find it difficult to make important decisions. You find the mysteries of life and mind to be intriguing, and you enjoy reading especially about mystery and romance or possibly the occult. Kind but shy, you appear calm but suffer inwardly from nervous tension that saps your strength. You are not enjoying the fullness life has to offer, as you lack self-confidence, ambition, assertiveness, and energetic vitality that would open your mind to the happiness and fulfilment you were meant to have. As a result, you experience moods of depression and self-pity and often avoid facing issues.