Your first name of Alok has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. Your friends seldom know what to expect from you because of this dual character—friendly and charming one moment or lost in introspection the next. By taking a walk in nature, you can often settle turmoil within yourself. When you feel misunderstood, you become very reserved and quiet, and do not want to be with people. In a large group of comparative strangers, you are quiet and rather shy, unable to express yourself, not really wanting to become involved in conversation. People tend to be guarded in handling your over-sensitive qualities. You enjoy reading and can become so absorbed that you are unaware of what is happening around you. You find it difficult to say “no” and mean it. The heart and lungs could also be affected at stressful times. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding.