Your first name of Alyda contributes sensitive, creative, and idealistic qualities to your nature that could be expressed in a variety of literary or artistic fields. Kind but shy, you appear calm but suffer inwardly from nervous tension that saps your strength. You are not robust because your inner nervous tension saps your vitality. Therefore you find it difficult to express your thoughts as freely as you wish and, thus, others do not find it easy to get to know you well. You find the mysteries of life and mind to be intriguing, and you enjoy reading especially about mystery and romance or possibly the occult. Without this support, you find it difficult to make important decisions. You have an appreciation for music and the arts and, with training, you could be artistically creative. You must guard against intense moods of depression and the tendency, at times, to be secretive. You are not enjoying the fullness life has to offer, as you lack self-confidence, ambition, assertiveness, and energetic vitality that would open your mind to the happiness and fulfilment you were meant to have. As a result, you experience moods of depression and self-pity and often avoid facing issues.