Your first name of Amellda has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. You love to argue and can be strong-willed, but you are easily hurt by the comments of others. When you are with acquaintances and strangers, you tend to be reserved and reticent, shy and secretive but, on the other hand, with close friends you can sometimes be the life of the party, expressive, humorous, dramatic, and fun-loving. You long for love and affection and for your sensitive feelings to be understood. You seldom like your time to be organized rigidly by others, but like to do things in your own way, at your own time. You tend to scatter your efforts, often not finishing what you start, particularly when the task becomes mundane. Occasionally, when you are unhappy or disappointed by something, you can be moody and temperamental, and feel misunderstood and unappreciated. On the other hand, among friends with whom you feel at ease, you are expressive, witty, and quite charming. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring.