Your first name of Anatarupa has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. When you feel misunderstood, you become very reserved and quiet, and do not want to be with people. You love to argue and can be strong-willed, but you are easily hurt by the comments of others. You seldom like your time to be organized rigidly by others, but like to do things in your own way, at your own time. By taking a walk in nature, you can often settle turmoil within yourself. You are loyal to your friends and go out of your way to help others. However, self-consciousness, at times, prevents you from feeling at ease in positions of impromptu self-expression. You find it difficult to say “no” and mean it. The heart and lungs could also be affected at stressful times. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring.