Your first name of Anup has created a practical, patient, scientific nature able to concentrate on the finer details of a project or undertaking. Lack of proper verbal and emotional expression creates intensity and unhappiness within you, which in turn disturbs your nervous system and depletes your vitality. Although you are stable and trustworthy in your own work, you lack the confidence to assume responsibilities for others. Quiet and determined, you enjoy activities on your own close to nature or with natural elements such as in floral design, gardening, fishing, oceanography, or farming. As you keep your thoughts and feelings to yourself, this reserved quality has created misunderstandings with others because they feel left out. Idle chitchat does not interest you. As you think in a methodical way, you could be quite inventive along practical or technical lines and would enjoy working with your hands in such activities as crafting or cooking. Because of your need for solitude and privacy, you dislike crowds and would sooner not have to handle the public. You could express your thoughts more easily in writing than in speaking. You seldom experience the peace of mind that comes with composed thinking and emotional control.