Your first name of Ayan creates an intense desire for association with people and new experiences, many of which have been rather bitter. There is much confusion under this name, and your moods will fluctuate from one extreme to the other. Because you are expressive, you could be good in sales, but here again, must avoid talking the customer both into and out of the sale. You make the effort to communicate with others because you place importance on having people like you. Your extreme sensitivity and intensity have an adverse effect on your nervous system and, under extreme pressure, could cause a nervous breakdown. When you are annoyed or under excessive pressure, you must be careful not to be biting in your speech, fault-finding, and hard to please. One side desires placidity, relaxation, and social activities, while the other side longs for change and travel, and opportunities that allow you to be creative and independent from all routine and interference. Your difficulty in accumulating wealth or stabilizing your finances often causes your personal affairs to be in a turmoil. While you do have a quick, clever mind, the tensions and limitations this name places upon your happiness and success in life far outweigh the benefits. These upsets drain your vitality and make you tire more readily.