Your first name of Ayenda has given you an eagerness for knowledge and an intense desire to do something worthwhile in life. During such challenging moments, you tend to be temperamental and reactionary, perhaps showing your disapproval through blunt expression or a chilly silence that can hurt others even worse than words. Although you appear aloof to others, a loner with few close friends, there are times when you would give anything to be spontaneous and natural, rather than guarded and reserved. This name makes you extremely sensitive to thought impressions and, at times, you could struggle with feelings of despondency and morbidity. You find it easier to write your thoughts. Your appreciation for the beauties of nature, as well as your intense desire for freedom, motivate you to seek activities in the outdoors, free from limitations. You are drawn to conversations in which you can learn something new. As you resent interference, and are extremely self-reliant and proud, it is difficult for you to ask another person for help during trying times. Loving the outdoors, you enjoy outside activities and the beauty of nature in its many facets. Many people do not realize that you have a depth to your nature resulting from having thought a lot about life in many facets.