Your first name of Ballderg gives you an independent, serious, reticent, and studious nature. This name does not offer naturalness of expression, and as it is too serious an influence, it should be changed. The people who mean the most to you are those who can offer you intellectual companionship. In fact, others find it challenging to understand you as you do not reveal your innermost thoughts unless you are completely comfortable in your friendships. This name has caused you to live much within yourself. An intellectual, you have a deep appreciation for art, music, literature, and all the phenomena of nature. You express your thoughts and feelings best through writing rather than verbally. You are a thoughtful, analytical person, and you know your own mind, even though you may not speak it. Worry and mental depression could be problems in your life. It has created separateness from others and loneliness in your life.