Your first name of Banya contributes sensitive, creative, and idealistic qualities to your nature that could be expressed in a variety of literary or artistic fields. You find the mysteries of life and mind to be intriguing, and you enjoy reading especially about mystery and romance or possibly the occult. You are not robust because your inner nervous tension saps your vitality. When things do not go well and your feelings are hurt, you are likely to turn your thoughts within and become uncommunicative. There are many things you would like to do. You are not inclined to be analytical enough to protect your thoughts from the influence of others. Your fondness for rich food lacking in nourishment, compounds your problems. As a result, you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and sorry for yourself. You are not enjoying the fullness life has to offer, as you lack self-confidence, ambition, assertiveness, and energetic vitality that would open your mind to the happiness and fulfilment you were meant to have. A lack of confidence leads to procrastination, a need for support and encouragement from others, and a vulnerability to be taken advantage of in many situations.