Your first name of Barabell gives you a poised, gracious, and reserved nature. Rather than arguing, you use silence as your way of handling difficult situations. You would like to be easy-going and spontaneous but it does not come easily. Your reticence has caused you to suffer aloneness and misunderstandings. It is by actions rather than words that you show your regard for others. You prefer positions where your independence and love of freedom are not curtailed, where there is not the constant demands of people. Light pleasantries and sociability do not appeal to you as much as reading, study, or outdoor activities. It is not easy for you to be expressive, especially when you feel deeply about something. The mysteries of life appeal to you in your search for an understanding of the greater picture of life. You love to read and can develop great powers of concentration.